11.06.10
Posted in Threads of Evolution at 1:44 pm by Ruth Evelyn
We have moved…again. I am here at our new home by myself at the moment – a rare event nowadays. It was only last week at this time that we committed to this house and began packing to vacate in two days. Last minute living seems to be the way spirit works in the lives that are coming to know the intricacies of trust.
We had been subletting, notified of the necessary move a little more than a month ago, but the impetus to seek new housing was buried beneath an incredibly busy month. Elishia and I each had offers for individual lodging. It didn’t feel right for either of us, but relaxed into knowing back-up plans existed. I haven’t felt the luxury of a back-up plan in years. Trust holds no belief, need or desire for back-up plans. Trust and I have become good friends this past decade and is now making friends with those around me.
We had a surprise thrown in the mix after we made the commitment for the house. Due to unforeseen circumstance (you know the Team saw it coming!), a third party defined us as a trio under our one roof. C has joined the household. It isn’t all that surprising, really. The week before, at the urgency of Metatron and Michael (and the agreement of us), we created a pact of support and unity. We, in our humanness, did not know what was to come about.
What was surprising was the three days of packing and moving. Not one moment of irritation or frustration happened between us and the experience became a synchronistic dance of flow and movement. Even now, as I sit in the midst of a very tidy home, equilibrium has already been established and it feels as if we have been here for a while.
Our last address was 422. In numerology, this number is the harmony of mastery of relationship governed by infinite power. Events in this home provided significant insight into group dynamics. It was disharmony in the three that solidified harmony in the two. In truth, our housemate had a thick comforter of victimization wrapped around her. Life with her was dramatic and exhausting. When she finally decided to drop the façade, the party was over and it was time for all of us to move. It’s the Team telling me she has chosen to move on from her old self. The last conversation, however…
Our new address is 2208. The numerology is mastery of relationship with infinite power governed by the trinity. We are now three…and it was under the roof of the 422 house that events triggered trust to be established between the new trio. Imagine that. The exciting thing about this group is that we have, for the moment, combined paths and dimensional Teams. We are one big family with a single focus of forward movement. Through what is not exactly outlined as yet.
Of the frequencies I am witnessing thus far, trust is wasting no time in expanding itself. Serenity, love and kindness are immediately present. And, of course, equilibrium insisted its establishment happen immediately. Placing equilibrium with any high vibration frequency is a very quick way to flush out any kinks in any system – especially group dynamics.
I chose to not yet return to my home of desire and heart. What I am to finish here in heart of Texas is underway. I am glad to be sitting here in this sunny home and this quiet-right-now space. It will not always have this moment of peace. My housemates have their own versions of what that means and I have made room for them in my life. They are my friends, my love and my comrades in arm as we step in union into the equilibrium of trust
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10.24.10
Posted in Threads of Evolution at 9:11 am by Ruth Evelyn
I had an opportunity to go home last week. It’s a place – a physical location that is congruent with my beingness in the frequencies of joy, kindness, consideration, love and more. It is my external environment in resonance with my internal contentment. It is where I am fully at home with the internal and external self of me. It is balance. It is my external environment supporting internal equilibrium.
Equilibrium is a balancer. As a frequency, it is a stabilizer as it ejects all that is not stable and all that is not balance. Place any frequency within the realm of equilibrium and you have truth flying about in no uncertain terms. If you are already experiencing balance, the act may not necessarily upset any apple carts in your person, but it sure wreaks havoc on those close to you. Equilibrium has a far reach and it is changing the external landscape in my world.
This journey through the spiritual realms of within and without has been a focused walk into what my ethereal Team has called “My World”. I did not understand the totality of their meaning until recently. Watching the movie Inception, we get a sense of the unique worlds we each create. If we are fortunate, our world views expand and others join in the play. We gather to one another, each sharing our worlds as we become small and large units of congruently combined worlds with an ever expanding opportunity for greater and greater equilibrium…or Armageddon.
In my world, the dimensionality is experiential and vast. The play crosses many realms and is anchored in the internal world of self. Those others who have come to play in my world are now replicating their own worlds based on the patterning of authenticity – their authenticity. We are expanding opportunity and I am playing in equilibrium…which graced me with a trip home and a preview of coming attractions.
I first asked God to “take me home” in 1997. I outlined only two requirements: desert and mountain pine combined that would suit the incongruent desires of my relationship. I was thinking of Denver. I arrived in Reno 18 months later. I asked again in 2003. When I cried the cry, I was alone and felt strangely aware God’s consideration of home might be more ethereal than the physical home I had in mind.
The little red brick hidden cottage was a mere 45 minutes from home. I would hike there, play there and be there in every moment that I could. My home is beautiful, nurturing and full of oxygenating breath that fills every cell and molecular memory of my body. It is home and I am completely relaxed in its embrace…but I moved away.
In a two-month moment of unconsidered decision-making, I did as humans do and took a free will step in the opposite direction. We experience what we don’t desire to know with conviction what we do desire. I knew the first day of my new experience of home that I was far away from that which nurtures me to the core. Standing directly under the new year’s eve full moon, I once again called for the gods and universe to take me home. This time, I left out all detail and bathed myself in knowing trust of an outcome of highest good. I have been making my way back to the physical home of my desire ever since and I was there last week. Why didn’t I stay?
Why I didn’t stay is not a question easily answered, except to say equilibrium is at play. There are steps to finish here in my home away from home. A mere five a few days ago, is now only one. A singular missing board on an ethereal footbridge across a deep crevasse of granite cliffs. One step. Illusion or reality? It depends on the view from the experience.
It matters not where I am now. The knowing has arrived and the commitment is made. Synchronicity and step…step and synchronicity…equilibrium is busy ejecting what is not congruent to maintain stability and balance in the movement. Without the presence of equilibrium in the process of change, imbalance and instability run amuck with free reign and unpredictability.
I went home last week. I stood and played and hiked and interacted in my external environment in resonance with my internal contentment. Before I left, equilibrium began working on everyone who is returning to this place of joyful play with me as we build the business side of life. It is the way of intention as the nature of light brings everything into balance…which is done through the invocation of equilibrium.
If you desire your home, your business and/or your relationships stable and balanced, seek home and welcome equilibrium into your life. A generous sprinkle of commitment to the wholeness of self is highly recommended!
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10.14.10
Posted in Threads of Evolution at 2:44 pm by Ruth Evelyn
When Metatron said we would take people from where they are along their spiritual journey to download of their personal plan within three months, I had a challenge wrapping my brain around the probability. At the same time, I was also in a state of serenity and knowing the probability was very real. So, okay. Let’s go ahead.
Writing the program took minutes as it was already a process I had been living for a few years now and had just completed with Elishia. The final step of self vortex activation, download of my personal plan for this life and connection with the collective self is recent in my life, but full of consistency and activity. It’s easy because I’m being me in real time and real life.
I am actioning the me I came to be. There is no more fight in wondering why I’m here, explaining myself to anyone, feeling the need to be heard, asserting my point, scrambling to find footing, wondering where I stand, feeling out of place and all those myriad of experiences that give us pause and irritation to situations and with people.
Self vortex living is the path of highest accord. One is working only with the highest frequencies available to them. It is a space of ease and grace which makes allowing happen before you realize you are actually allowing. This was a big change for me because allowing was always something I had to remind myself and it periodically became an act of will to allow, which isn’t truly allowing!
That is not to say conflict and disagreement does not exist in this space of an active self vortex life. The solutions unfold themselves before there is time and opportunity to become vocal. Life is so active in the center of presence, it is only the present moment one is responding to and creating in. Within this way of being, one considers a solution or desire. The co-creator then shows up with the solution or opens the door of easy acceptance of your wishes and desires – before you can open your mouth to make the request – with regularity.
So, how does one handle conflict within self vortex living? The field of truth is pregnant with information that just happens to make itself known when it is ready to be revealed. Equilibrium is the fullest frequency present within the self vortex. If untruth is present, it is equilibrium that pushes truth to become itself to maintain stability within is vortex realm. Truth then presses untruth to the surface for revelation and clearing.
With the presence of equilibrium so strong, untruth becomes known as questions are asked, truth is revealed and discordance begins to show all factors that are not in resonance, congruence and in stable order. This is the undercurrent of conflict. Living within the self, awareness of growing conflict surfaces while the information is still fresh. Meaning, you sense conflict at its earliest stages which creates opportunity to communicate with the true issues rather than after the wave of conflicting energies have picked up too many of its false friends along the way that leave you never really dealing with the roots of any problem.
The difference in handing conflict, while living within the self vortex system, is that you are doing so within the fullness of equilibrium. Synchronicity, balance, congruency and ease are part of the blended frequencies of equilibrium. They support and maintain peace within the physical body while chaos is brought to order.
As a human living within the self vortex system dealing with harsh conflict in close proximity of personal nature, your mind and body are held in the fulcrum of peace while all is in play. The auto-response becomes trust in the outcome, no matter what that looks like. With the human body and mind in the space of peace and trusting the outcome, the true nature of light becomes the ambassador of negotiations through both the energy fields and human conversation. It is a new way of being.
As long as you continue to fortify your life within the self vortex process, the true nature of light is not some thing you convey from within and toward others, it becomes the field of protection that automatically wraps itself around you. This protective field is in all you do and exudes in all you are without your thought or consideration or even remembering its there. It shows up and you say, “oh, yeah” and “of course!”
It is the way we have all being looking for and it’s most definitely within…but becomes a natural reality when you live within it. Plants lives this way – naturally.
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10.02.10
Posted in Threads of Evolution at 4:55 pm by Ruth Evelyn
While there have been unexplained moments of intuition that have been life saving and changing for me and those around me, the visitations and ethereal conversations didn’t really begin until 1997. They have all come to me. I did not seek them out, except to ask God teach me to be peace. I tell people now, it is not about being careful what you ask for. It is best to be cognizant of what you are asking.
During that fateful dream visitation, when the angel asked if I would like to help ‘up here’ or ‘down there’, I chose ‘down there’ because ‘there was still too much to be done’. Little did I know what I was about to encounter to place me in position to take care of the ‘much to be done’.
From February 1997 until February 2004, when escalation happened, my life was rearranged in dramatic and unforeseen ways. It was not a change my 1997 self would have chosen, nor my 2004 self consider as unbeneficial. It is my 2010 self that sits in awe and chuckle at the divine orchestration that I cannot, in any way, consider as happenstance. We all have plans for being here and, when activated, the only way through is through. I wish you well on your own journeys. Namaste.
In 2004, a few days after being called by a reader saying it was time to have an Angel Reading, I was awakened by a loud ethereal voice saying it was time I got to know them. For three days, I sat with my journal as each of my Team members introduced themselves. They came forward one by one spelling their names, sharing their essences of personality and explained their role in my life. It was a veritable party of universal teachers no human academic institution has to offer.
As the teachers completed their tasks with me as student, they would move on and new mastery was attained. I began with many entities, angels and a council of five Ascended Masters. Now, I am member of a council of 33 – which is news to me at this writing. I only knew of 24, however, things change as evolution on a path happens. Dimensions open to me and I am no longer thirsting for the knowledge of its secrets. It comes to me in the appropriate moment for the appropriate circumstance. It’s easier that way and less exhausting, as it is the way of beingness that holds less resistance when one is in search of life’s truths and great mysteries.
My journey has evolved far beyond the religious prayer of my youth when I fervently stated every Sunday that “I am so unworthy as to gather thy crumbs under thy table.” The prayer, I thought, was beautiful in its spoken cadence. It felt good and rightful to stand tall and state this stance in the same way as singing the Stones’ “I ain’t got no satisfaction”. It sounds good and feels good, but be cognizant of what you are stating to your self and the universe. We are our own self saboteurs, especially in our innocence.
By the spring of 2005, I met my first moment of having enough of ethereal games. I refused to take one step further into their own agenda as I could see my own human needs were not a priority to them. One cannot slam the door, walk out or truly send away their ethereal Team. My only option was to shut down. So, I did. I refused their game and the resulting aftermath was the birth of a dimensional partnership that raised the stakes of the game and my life.
Sixteen months later, Yeshua took me up an elevator while I was in a channeling session. We stopped at the next floor and picked up Abraham. I had been working with the Brotherhood for well over a year. We then rose to the next stop where I was let out by myself to stand in front of an all white scenario of futuristic sensations. It was the Galactic Command and Kuthumi was my guide.
When I sat in my Angel Reading, there was an entity who stood off to the left by himself. “Just call me Frank,” he said. “If you know of anyone who needs help, just call on me. I’ll know what to do.” Time after time after time, I would call on Frank whenever I knew of anyone who was in need. The results were clear and obvious divine help was a reality. It was over a year after our first meeting he finally identified himself as St. Francis.
When Frank became St. Francis to me (I was not raised knowing saints, btw), his interaction with me began taking on the note of teacher. We worked closely within the groups of medical projects going on at the time and I learned how to stop playing ping pong in contentious relationships. He’s good at teaching that.
Up to the point of the meeting in the white room, angels, beings of light, Ascended Masters, the Brotherhood and the occasional Buddhist and Hindu deities would come forward to teach me one thing or another. It was after the meeting that I came to understand the importance of a human’s in-body ascension in process and reality.
I was in meditation, ready for my regular conversation with St. Francis, when he said to call him Kuthumi. “Excuse me? I’m not comfortable with all the galactic and Star Trek references with Plaedians and confederations and such. I’ll stick with St. Francis, thank you very much.”
“You will call me Kuthumi,” was his directive.
“No, I will call you St. Francis. It’s more comfortable for me. I like the energy I feel with you as St. Francis. So, the question I have is…”
Thus began a three-day stand-off.
The spiritual journey is not only about finding the God-Self within. It is the peeling away of the layers of false belief, which opens being able to consider new beliefs. For my ethereal Team to get me out of the comfort zone I was in, they had to show me there was more to life than what I was seeing. Stubbornness and resistance are futile. With no one responding, it was me, of course, who was to relinquish the controls to know a new way.
To this day, I have uncomfort with the sci-fi version of dimensional communications. At the same time, I laugh, because I also recognize my own conversational life is very sci-fi to others. We experience what we experience and know more in the expansion of it all. Accepting diversity amongst us is far more than a consideration of race and interests. Beliefs win the prize. Willingness to know truth in any discourse dissipates erroneous beliefs.
What I learned from Kuthumi that I could not learn from St. Francis was that there were in fact levels of ascension, expansiveness of information, dimensional differences, the physical changes in the body when interacting within the various layers and more about the value of dimensional partnership. I learned from the galactic layers how to proactively raise the body’s energies to participate in true ascension. One cannot be lazy in their journey and expect their Teams to continue coming into the lower echelons of vibration if there is a sincere desire and commitment to live a better life.
I learned from my three-day stand-off that when I drop my resistance to the truly uncomfortable views, I learn so much more about life’s mysteries and myself. The galactic information led to knowing the layers of Supreme Essence, the world of the Arch Covenant and channeling The Game of Humanity, which has all circled back to being in the experience of Self. There has been much unmentioned detail in between and all has resulted from allowing myself to trust what cannot be seen and is considered unknown.
We are magnificent beyond comprehension.
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09.24.10
Posted in Threads of Evolution at 6:44 am by Ruth Evelyn
Life has shifted in no uncertain terms in this spiritual awakening for so very many of us. For me, I have experienced the end of my divine contractual obligation – what the Team has called a divine promise. (see upcoming article, Nov 2010 Sedona Journal)
Through this period of transition from years of singular focus (driving me practically mad with a sponge-like thirst for divine knowledge) I am experiencing a new me. Having developed and anchored an environment of like-resonating people and activities, I now exist within the frequency fields of equilibrium and congruency.
The walk to clear non-resonating emotional debris took commitment, perseverance and belief I had an outcome of peace and a life of desire that awaited me. Does it feel and act like flowers and bliss? No…and yes. Has everything I desired shown up? No…and yes. Does it look like what I envisioned? Not at all…and yes, but so much better in its evolution.
The projects and programs developed to teach what I/we now share with others who resonate with their life of inner work, are now packaged in a set of specific steps and processes condensed for fruition of living your dreams now. As Metatron, Michael and teams of Teams walk with us through this mentorship phase, I have come to the place of handing the ethereal and physical baton to Elishia and those whose paths include facilitation of the Self Vortex process. If you feel the call, we encourage you to step forward.
Where do I go from here? New worlds that have opened to me are the worlds of dream, desire and outcome. While Divinity’s drive in my life was completion of the promise, my eye was on my own personal carrot. I simply did not know there was a difference. For those walking under the umbrella of a divine promise, recognize your own personal dreams/desires – no matter how devoted you are to your own cause – take the back seat until the promise is carried out and complete. Every time.
My walk through and into the system of self has included daily documentation of this fantastic voyage. The experiential steps began when the me that I am could not be found in the body and conversations I existed in a mere ten years ago. I am now present and experiencing myself in an anchored congruent ease and comfort of me and those now integrating in my life. Everything – everything – my guides have been ‘promising’ in manner of the ‘carrot’ I thought was their goal too has now arrived. It all became fruit in the moment the promise was made complete. I have crossed the threshold from the past into my desired present and future.
I would like to take a minute to say to everyone who is looking at the law of attraction to manifest your dreams and desires. You are looking in the wrong direction. It is a start, but it is still only scratching the surface of the truth in manifesting. When you comprehend the law of vibration and become intimate with your hidden frequency fields of emotion, you then have the foundation to manifest with the magic of the Alchemist.
As difficult as it has been to be in the midst of being mentored by ‘people’ I cannot see, being witness to the fruition of all that has been taught and said feels as if the universe is serving itself up on a platter in a procession of human interactions designed to the specs of my personal human blueprint. The ancient teachings customized for today’s human experience are now being taught through the programs. The journals, the experiences and the dimensional relationships now become the stories. Through books and screenplays, I have re-entered the world of entertainment my childhood once relied on as my truth. This is my dream, my desire…and yes, it has arrived.
In the final months of fulfillment of my divine promise, Metatron came forward to oversee its completion. I was not informed of what was happening. As always, I continued to walk through in the trust I have learned to feel in my body without knowing where I would be standing in the next step. The unknown has become my normal.
Since retrospect held the only recognition of what was happening everyday, I questioned a lot, resisted a lot and surrendered…a lot. The greatest gift I gave myself throughout the journey – and one I recommend everyone to consider and reconsider for themselves – is belief – deep, true belief – in the outcome of my greater life. Keep believing in your self, your dreams and the peace you are walking toward. I realize it can often appear hopeless, impossible and elusive, but your dreams are no accident. They are waiting patiently for you to become your self. It is, after all, within self you created them before you arrived. It is standing within the system of self, the dreams you’ve been reaching for literally show up on your doorstep, drop in your lap and call you on the phone – every day. Fruition, once connected with human resonance, does not bother with time or effort in becoming itself.
There is grace being in self. It’s an ease and comfort where the boundaries and walls in life are so unnecessary they no longer exist. What happens then is you will experience yourself only in the context of what you love and what loves you.
We spend so much time being uncomfortable in our bodies, our relationships and our lives, we don’t realize there is a place of complete comfort and ease to be in. When we arrive in this space of pure ease, there is an experience of having been transported into a fully new dimension. Where we once identified with our environment, this space holds no objection or harsh edges or boundaries of limitation. How does one experience oneself without the lines of demarcation we and others create? It’s a whole new world and I am in the moment of integrating it with the both comfort and ease of others, along with their personal limits and boundaries they have yet to release.
The night of the equinox brought a changing of the Guardians for me. Michael shifted to a side role for specific projects, Metatron is assisting the final hand-off to Elishia and Gabriel now stands front and center as we play in the world of entertainment. It is Metatron overseeing the task of integration.
Integration combines elements into an integral whole creating harmony within an environment. In life, it is co-adaptation. In the hidden energies, it is co-mingling of resonating factors. As Metatron explains his process, he is fitting the pieces of the wholes together in format that each human unit remains whole and true to self while the overlapping harmonics bond in cohesive strength. We began with my most intimate relationship.
Sitting in the aftermath of Metatron’s facilitation of integration, a well of fruition has revealed itself. When the energies came together, what was already easy and comfortable became whole. The integrated overlap, in and of itself, now moves as one unit. There is he who is whole, me who is whole and now our overlapping resonance has become an integrated whole.
This is a new experience for me.
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09.15.10
Posted in Threads of Evolution at 10:33 am by Ruth Evelyn
“When you come to the end of this lifetime, what would you say to those who greeted you beyond the veils?” he asked.
“Wheee! What a ride. I want to go again,” I responded.
“Whoa,” I thought immediately, “no I don’t!” I took another moment and considered carefully.
Suddenly feeling myself in a state of grace and gratitude, I looked at Atouleme and said, “I am fulfilled. That’s what I would like to say.”
It has been four years since that meditation. It was a moment in shift of perspective. Rather than waiting until the end of my life to determine whether or not I am fulfilled, I utilize the frequency of fulfillment as a gauge by which I determine my projects, relationships, steps, moments and the end of each day. Fulfillment has become my quest.
Fulfillment is a process. In business, it begins with the creation of an idea, development of a product, marketing strategies, customer orders and payments. Completion of fulfillment in this scenario is in the exchange between employer and employee when payment is made for work accomplished. Then, both turn to their respective directions to continue the cycle of fulfillment through research and development for business growth and support of self and family. Fulfillment, as it turns out is never really complete. Fulfillment is only a stepping stone.
Where is the filled and full in fulfillment? Far too many artisans fail to see the completeness of a work of art. Far too many great ideas falter in their becoming tangible and marketable for lack of funding or some disconnect along the way, such as disinterest or disheartenment. I have a friend who has so many ideas and versions of these same ideas swimming in his head, he cannot take the first step to bring one idea to physical reality simply because the next version arrives before the first comes together. He, his work and his life are in a state of ‘some day’. Fulfillment is a series of steps.
In our spiritual journeys, we turn inward seeking fulfillment of what appears to be missing in our lives. We do not feel full or filled. When we come to a place of feeling the experience of fulfillment, it is not long before new space has opened for greater expansion. Fulfillment becomes the quest.
“Would you be okay if you’re work was not completed for 500 years?” When I read this, my first reaction was anger. What was the point? What was the purpose behind purpose if one didn’t get to experience the fulfillment of its completion? What was the point of taking the steps and doing such focused work now? No! Of course, I would not be okay!
Besides the development of me, I have projects I have been working on for a very long time. When my mind jumped into the quantum world, these projects – and me – took on a life of their own that catapulted me to places far beyond everyday language and comprehension. When I attempted to bring these projects into the construct of our present world, they were met with intriguing curiosity, head-scratching attempts toward comprehension and flat out resistance. I came to understand that perhaps they were not meant for this lifetime. I set them aside and wondered why I carried such a strong drive to put them together in the first place. Perhaps this was just a practice run for the next life.
As I considered in my contemplations and let go of fulfillment, I watched the world open up to new concepts and ideas. Vibration, frequency, quantum, in-body ascension – these all began to be spoken about in public. Quantum language has become part of our every day and we, as a collective, are expanding our view of who we are and what we can do. We are in process of fulfilling our selves in a quest of quantum magnificence. And what did we do then? We, as a collective, opened the door to let my projects – and many others around the planet – come to life for fulfillment.
We are expanding. Our lives – our selves – are so much more than we can imagine in our socially conditioned states. We have, in our deeper layers, foundational frequencies vibrating in patient wait that support the fulfillment of our magnificence – individually, collectively, dimensionally and as one movement of evolution.
Fulfillment is seeking to fulfill itself. Fulfillment is its own quest and it is taking the steps toward fruition.
My own projects have recently found their homes. Many years in development, each have long ago been set aside for future lives. These past few months, fulfillment has had its say and all have become physical fruit on my tree of dreams. Some are still green and ripening, some are full and juicy. One, the big one, has been picked and handed over for human consumption. Fulfillment is having its way.
Fulfillment is a series of steps in our personal and collective evolution. When we feel ourselves filled in those moments of completion, or simply peace, it is not long before another space opens for our experience of greater fulfillment. There are moments, however, when we know our own specific part of a project or a life is done. We know when the canvas is finished. We know when it is time to hand the reigns over to those next in line whose turn it is to step in to begin their own quest for fulfillment. It is the way of evolution.
I am, for this one project (which is the umbrella for many), most definitely fulfilled. My part is complete and it feels to be the end of a thousand year journey. There are a few human necessities to attend to and the rest…well…the rest of life is now about joy.
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09.01.10
Posted in Threads of Evolution at 9:22 am by Ruth Evelyn
Divine contracts trump higher agreements. Higher agreements trump natal charts. Natal charts trump free will. Free will trumps logic. Logic trumps social norm. Social norm trumps social conformity. This is the hierarchy of divine law for the path in the human game.
If there were a book based on my life story, especially the last thirteen years, it would be titled “WTF?!” Is it stranger that I know this hierarchy by experience or that my brain can’t wrap itself around the last trump? Stranger yet, the revelation that divine law trumps natural law has suddenly brought sense and order to my experience, which has resulted in sudden dimensional consistency and ease that surpasses all understanding…wtf, indeed!
I have just completed a three-day conversation on contractual obligations and higher agreements of the human self. The channeled article has been submitted for publication. In the meantime, bits and pieces of information that did not make it into the article have made their way to the surface for consideration. This hierarchy of energy is one of them.
In my life, as with many others, happenstance has occurred that has had me feeling natural law – specifically, the law of attraction – works for everybody else, but me. I’ve experienced it enough to believe in it, studied it enough to teach its hidden secrets, witnessed enough non-matter evolving into matter to trust it and ran into enough walls and obstacles to consider that perhaps I’m just not part of life’s equation from time to time.
Then, four days ago, I’m in the midst of information flow and in pops, “The obligation for completion (of a divine contract) holds a strength in its make-up that sends overriding factors that block out 80% of the natural law process.” Seriously? Hue couldn’t have mentioned this before? I mean, we’ve been talking, what – daily – for the past how many years?! This is like being in a really, really bad relationship!
I’ve twisted and tweaked and conformed and contorted and uncontorted and unconformed and untweaked and untwisted. It was not until I met my self in the magic of self in fully filled momentum that everything shifted – into both overdrive and ease.
The truth of the matter is, to get to the sudden ease and overdrive, I had to put the brakes on my ethereal team and their insertion of an agreement – unexpected, of course. This agreement contained expectations of fulfillment that did not include…well…considerations of me beyond the skills I brought to the table. I, as is usually the case of the human component, was uninformed…until matter on the physical plane became my unpleasant reality.
From the inside view of self, individuated and through the collective, one is able to experience a very different view of the entire human-soul system. With this view, I came to witness of a huge flaw in the plan of this agreement – how I felt about it as the human in the middle of the action was never considered. Hello! When the higher agreement began to backfire on the ethereal expectations, I found myself caught in a very interesting emotional mess not of my own accord. Interesting. We create these realities? At what level?
The ethereal realms have an agenda…and there are agendas within the agenda. When I began forgiving frequencies, I included the frequency of manipulation in one of the early batches of low energies I desired out of my life. “Um…you may not want to do that,” Malachi said. Meet Malachi, aka Archmedia (the higher ascension of himself), my main spiritual guide until I activated my self vortex – then our agreement ended.
Manipulation is a good thing? Well, when highest good is playing itself out, there are those who stray from the flock, which makes organized evolution a bit sketchy in its outcome. However, as we can see from the hierarchy, divine contracts and agreements override even planetary influence and one’s free will.
The bottom line is, we will never stray in complete severance of self and when we get close, we always turn to our divinity for saving. We have, throughout the human game, set ourselves up for things like manipulation and agreements that connect us simply for the love of the game and delight to witness a greater outcome.
While we may be uninformed in our conscious awareness, we are very well informed in our depths. Getting there is through self – self love, self respect, self knowing, self trust, self belief. From there, life is negotiated in way and manner that surpasses all human comprehension.
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08.28.10
Posted in A Dimensional View, Threads of Evolution at 8:58 am by Ruth Evelyn
Were I to wish a wish for healing others, it would be a healthy dose of self-respect. What do you have to say about that, Voice?
Collective: Self-respect heals more than wounds, Ruth. Self-respect is the portal through which all frequencial friends of respect enter and play in the collective. When one is in healthy respect of self, compassion tones the sight, cohesiveness connects the hands and understanding expands.
There is no greater gift in the service of self than well-being in respect of self.
How do we spread it around – quickly?
Collective: Know it in you. It is there, you know.
I am there, am I not?
Collective: Yes…and no.
Your are in respect of self. You have yet to allow that respect connect fully into the greater collective. It permeates the close circle of you. It does not yet expand in exponential wave with free course and action to fulfill itself.
I sense an urgency of importance to my world.
Collective: To all worlds.
Let’s do it. How do I allow my wave of self-respect to wander through the course of humanity at will?
Collective: Consider it and it is done. Namaste
Namaste, Dear Collective. Namaste 
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08.25.10
Posted in Threads of Evolution at 5:33 am by Ruth Evelyn
“Downward is the only way forward.” Christopher Nolan
I saw Inception on Monday. Its layers were brilliant…and very familiar. We, as human and soul, live our lives in layers so complex and intricate, the definition of one’s reality is subjective and ever changing.
No two lives are the same. No few or many lifetimes can be placed one atop the other to know the fullness of a soul’s story. No reflection of what has truly happened in a circumstance reveals the whole story of the webs we weave in even one day. Yet, here we sit, reflecting, wondering and comparing ourselves to everything and everyone that surrounds us.
I felt pretty okay with my self when I left Nevada for Texas. External change was indeed overdue, but internally, I was strong and well. “Consider,” Michael said to me in the early stage of the game of change. “Consider what?” I asked. “Consider,” was his only reply. It was the first single word instruction he had uttered. I only considered he was being inconsiderate by not providing me with his full thought. Over the course of the weeks of decisions, I did not take the time to consider.
I have exchanged my beloved ground of crystals and gems beneath the earth for a foundational landscape of decaying dinosaur. The energy is vastly different here and the shift has surfaced all of my own deeply hidden decaying energies made of choices in the world of unawareness. Where was I in the choosing of the change? Where was I in the choosing of creation?
In a moment of hitting a gusher of internal self-disregard, Michael was ever so kind as to help me keep pumping the well until it was dry. This entailed moving into greater complexities of the internal worlds within worlds that we individually and collectively create. We are complex and we are living our every day lives of choice with so little recognition of what is true and what is not.
What is in front of us is not what it means and what it means is not in front of us.
In the simplicity of complexity, we create our days from three categorical levels: head, heart and core. Take a moment to center into each individually, beginning with the head (high mind) and end with the core (enteric mind). Ask, “What is present and ready to come to fruition through me today?” Unless you are a fully aligned individual, you will experience three very separate responses. Unconscious awareness creates your reality with more power than your conscious awareness. It is the unawareness that allows free reign for the unknowns to seed, root and grow with wild abandon.
Depending upon where you step within these three areas, you are walking in a grid with others also creating from that level. Considering there are layers upon layers within each category and you are creating with so many other co-creators, your every moment determines the worlds you create. Where is your I in the choosing of the creation? Become aware to become the chooser in the creation of your worlds.
Inception is a world of worlds. Its layers, depths and complexities mirror life. There are seeds that have taken root so deep within us that no longer serve our individual and collective desires for a greater world. Life itself is now digging deep to reprogram and plant anew.
We are all, as our greater selves, choosing a new inception that we may rise to our greater occasion. The choice is deep, it is hidden and life is changing whether we consciously desire it or not. Know what you have chosen and are choosing. Be part of the game of the emerging self of kindness, consideration and cooperative co-creation. Choose its possibility. Consider its probability. Know its inception.
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08.21.10
Posted in A Dimensional View, Threads of Evolution at 12:12 pm by Ruth Evelyn
Hello Voice
Collective: Hello Ruth. Was your evening event full?
It was.
Collective: Please express it as there is purpose in your experience to convey what is most distasteful in the hearts of men and women, children and all of life itself. This must discontinue if we are to reconsider ourselves as whole and kind in the days ahead.
Disregard made its appearance. It has been a while since I have been on the receiving end of it.
Collective: It has been hiding in shadow around you. Did you know?
I sensed it. I chose to not play.
Collective: And last evening?
It was really disbelief that kept me sitting in the chair. I considered leaving several times, but there was someone connected to my business I was waiting to speak with and he was not available until the many hours of entertainment were complete.
Collective: There was purpose to the events that kept you in place. It is so and so it is.
You speak as Metatron, Michael and the Team. An “it is so…” event, in my experience, has been an event of purpose. So, was this evening orchestrated ethereally?
Collective: Somewhat. Self was at play.
The collective? For I could not seem to get…well, I was going to say, connected. I see that as different now. I did not understand the return message.
Collective: You were given a specific message of Exit and Stop.
I see that now. It seemed simultaneous. What was your meaning?
Collective: Our meaning was to consider the event.
Lol – oh, there was an awfully lot of considering going on!
Collective: Yes, there was. In the face of disregard, we, as self, should consider as much. Disregard challenges the heart. It is a harsh energy of finality. Consider sharing your notes of the morning.
I have found it is best to backtrack to a couple of days ago, first. Elishia and I had been conversing, when I suddenly felt two epilets, one in each hand. The left was the choice of nature. It glowed and pulsated with bright light and moving energy. The right was nurture, which was pretty lifeless and slow to pulse. Nature may glow and be bright, but it can also be harsh, was my thought. Nurturance feels good. Even though this particular nurturing was not full of life, I did not consider it to be detriment. Since I was in conversation, I did not take the time to commune with either choice, so I combined them into one.
Interestingly, I felt a thread of energy reach through Elishia and a laugh of, “what did you do that for?” came out of her body. We did not understand the moment. It was so very quick and we both went about our evening without further thought.
Journal Entry 8/21/10
Metatron: Dear one, we are in transitional phase. It is in the regard of the steps you take to consider with care. Namaste
I see the importance. Any wobble or disturbance could alter course.
Metatron: There is outcome.
Love
Metatron: Consider it.
It hasn’t left, but I can’t find it, feel it nor know it in me in the moment. Love has sought safety.
Atouleme: Disregard is a palpable frequency. Disregarding self denies love to the core of who we are in totality. Disregard cuts the soul off at the pass. It is no more or different than self-blame, self-denial or self-recrimination – which also diminishes the soul’s existence within. Do you see value in form and content of the experience of last evening?
I have already seen value.
Metatron: It is benefit to know truth.
(considering in the field of Truth) The truth of the parties involved in the experience of disregard is much different than what played out. The feeling of the parties within the field of truth is strongly balanced.
Metatron: This is true nature. You chose to combine nurture which has not value to the group at hand.
Nature can be harsh.
Metatron: The nature of light is love. The nature of nurture is effective doingness.
I am now feeling the nature of light automatically nurture as it became itself through allowance. The love is an automatic component that heals and plays well with all that is present. It truly is balance remaining in balance to balance itself – creating equilibrium.
Atouleme: Which do you choose in your life, Dear Sister?
Nature of Light
Metatron: So be it.
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Collective: This changes course and action. When we do not choose light in the regard of self, or any other matter, we are disregarding the very essence of who we are. We are, as individual and collective, disregarding self many times throughout our days without the involvement of other parties. Yet, it is the other parties who become the blamed as their own self-disregard joins and amplifies into physical experience.
Your choice to bring together the low energy of nurture in your hand to the life vibrant nature, you overrode what was predestined as a natural bonding to have become itself in the night of question. You disregarded light and its power. The choice was yours and, in your own hands.
There is course and action for correction of the event, the outcome and the course of nature through all of self
And that correction entails?
Collective: You have chosen the nature of light. Should a self, fully connected or not, choose to allow the nature of light course through their day, evening and relating circumstance, the way is governed by light, which will by nature choose highest value in all areas. Do you see that trust is of benefit?
Trust is critical.
Collective: Do you trust nature to correct course?
(considering) What comes to mind is that nature does not disregard itself.
Collective: Thus, is our point. Consider well when you choose a thing. The nature of light is as powerful as one can experience in the course of flow and action. We, the collective self, are no longer remaining quiet with the choice of disregard.
A moment of disregard with exponential consequences.
It is so and so it is.
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