When we are stepping into the world of our dreams and passions, it is easy to get caught up in the excitement as doors expectedly and unexpectedly open with the welcome mat laid at our feet. We have visions, desires and fantasies of how all will take place, then we set about walking in reality to bring things together.

In the Meantime is Synchronicity’s way of separating the committed from the uncommitted. It is In the Meantime that we prune our dead branches, reach ever-deeper and refine who we are as we meet those greater dreams. It is this In the Meantime that holds the promise, expectation, anticipation and becomes the world of It Is But It Isn’t until It Is happens.

In the movie, Meet Joe Black, Death has come to claim William Parrish, but is surprised at the honorable life Mr. Parrish has led. Death decides to take the body of the young man in the coffee shop and becomes Joe Black to learn more about the motivation of William Parrish before it is time. It is an In the Meantime experience for both Mr. Parrish and Death.

The characters meet many unexpected twists and turns in the story of Meet Joe Black. The young man we meet in the coffee shop who dies to become Joe Black is personable, engaging and very likeable. Joe Black is stiff, quiet, determined to experience his own agenda and morally sides on the side of ‘right’ in the end. William’s daughter, Susan, expects the young man who was different than others. The man who shows up is uncommunicative and mysterious. William Parrish expects Death to be harsh. Death shows him justice, kindness and teaches him trust.

Not all things are as we expect.

When I arrived at the coffee shop for my meeting with Mr. Black to discuss my projects, I described him to the hostess as I was seated. A few minutes later, she returned to the table with a very puzzled look on her face, telling me my meeting was in the back conference room. I was more puzzled than she to walk around the corner to meet a young, African-American man apologizing for the mix up of table locations as he took over where the hostess left off. For a moment, I thought perhaps this was Mr. Black’s assistant…until we walked into the empty room and sat down.

I stayed in that room for several hours that day. It was a day of collision, where my unconscious expectations ran into my conscious expectations and I was met with an almost laughable black and white contrast of my own seen and unseen life – expectation vs reality.

Joe Black of this day is, indeed, in film and desired to speak of my projects. He is also a producer, working on small projects called Shorts as he evolves his career. He was looking for a volunteer writer of comedy. I was looking for a seasoned credited Producer of feature films. I was expecting international experience, I met local experience. I was expecting large vision, I met small vision. I was expecting to be paid, I received lunch and an offer of no pay. I write sci-fi and was being asked to write comedy. When I said I don’t write demeaning sarcasm, he responded with, “Oh, but it’s so funny!”

Clearly, I was sitting in front of everything I was not.

In the movie, William Parrish has come to the end of his life, which he lived honorably and with his own moral compass. When Death arrived, Parrish assumed judgment and became angry at Death’s intrusive micro-view. Parrish began to question his own judgments and steps. Death was simply there to observe, learn and experience. It was a movie of revealing hidden doubt in self as it met truth.

My meeting with Joe Black in the coffee shop has been an In the Meantime process where reality did not meet expectation. Preparing for the meeting, I was nervous, overprepared and concerned over Mr. Black’s receptivity of me and my work. As I listened to the young Joe Black, I sat in quiet observance within myself. There was nothing in his belief system that matched my own, yet we had a common goal – to make films.

In retrospect, I can see where I had presented myself with this kind of experience before. It was not until I presented myself with such a visual and verbal contrast that I stepped back and took my own micro-view look. The process revealed hidden doubts I had been glossing over. I stopped doubting my vision, the quality of my experience and my ability to complete the process of stepping into the middle of this huge machine called the Entertainment Industry.

My deeply hidden doubt met truth. My choice in the midst of recognition changed my reality.

Some people magically fall into their dream lives. I have magical moments that bring me closer and closer. The rest has been trial and error. It is the preparation that meets opportunity. In the Meantime, I am who I am and have had to cull that which is not truly me to be the true nature that I am – the writer, the artist, the organic mentor who sees into worlds of information others cannot to bridge steps and sanity.

Like William Parrish, we live our lives of accomplishment and take little time to recognize that true compass as our true nature. When you have surface confidence and hidden doubt, your expectations cannot meet reality. It is in the micro-view in the presence of contrast that shows you truth.

It is doubt that de-magnetizes our momentum.

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The last leg of the journey here was fast and filled with a lot of “it is, but it isn’t” kind of successes, which is still what I’m working with. I’m home, but I’m not where I want to be. I’m in the experience of being here, but it’s not the experience I chose to have. There is still change afoot and to make sure I stay on my feet in conscious step, I sat down to sculpt out the new goals to finish the process…but, then, the process changed.

Very few of us set our sights on lowering the quality of our life, so it is safe to say our desires carry a vibrational frequency much higher than we are in the moment we first choose them. When we have a desired outcome we are working for, everything that stands between us and that desire shows itself to be walked through, cleared or changed.  This process (1) affirms our commitment to the outcome (2) refines our vision and (3) culls those lower frequencies we so dearly hold onto.  It is not our desires that come to us. It is we who raise ourselves to meet the congruent energies of our desires.

As I sat to re-set my goals, I found myself at the doorstep to the life I came here to live.  To walk through the threshold, I must now finish what I started many years ago when I unknowingly chose to walk the path of the alchemist – turning water into gold, that which falls through the fingers into that which is of stable, substantive value – liquid into solid. I found myself in foreign, yet familiar, territory.

Immediately, I was met with ethereal assistance. This was the moment, the reason all of my ascension training had come to be. Turn nothing into something. Many in human and non-human form told me I would be able to do this in this lifetime. Sitting on my couch in 2005, holding energy in my hand that I could feel but not see, I knew very succinctly that it was possible, but I was not a person who had patience or desire to sit and watch something form from nothing. Human life holds too much delightful distraction for that to be my experience.

Seven years later, I am putting into practice the very process of that which I thought was not for me. When I was guided in the fall of 2007 that I no longer manifest through another person, I set about learning how to work with potentials as if they were corporate projects on a white board, complete with project managers and teams of ethereal assistance. Fortunately, the process evolved and is much less complex. It was, however, what I needed to work with for greater comprehension to move beyond myself and into the world of Grace and Flow.

The difference today is that it is not so much about setting and achieving goals as it is about Making Arrangements.  We are…I am…making arrangements through the quantum fields as I align with my desired outcomes through sub-categories of support and non-physical action that supports the support.

This process is a process of “making arrangement of molecular being”.  There is a new synchronized grid I step into when I am in the life I have chosen to live. To be in that grid, my molecular structure must be in resonance with its existence or, I miss the boat.

Oh, I could meet the people I am meant to meet, but they would not ‘recognize’ me and I would not ‘recognize’ them. We all live our lives at energetic levels. It is the energy that meets one another and informs the mind of recognition, of notice, of opportunity. If you are not in molecular resonance with the synchronized grid of your desire, you may be in the right place and it may be the right time, but you are existing at the wrong frequency.

Personally, I have missed this boat many times before. I have shaken hands with destiny and been exactly where I was meant to be. My confidence, my resonance and my knowing were not in alignment with my destined desire. It is as simple as that.

As I work with Making Arrangements in the fulfillment of an outcome, I am now experiencing those moments of previously undetected intersect through normal conversation and exchange of information as I did before. A significant difference is the sacred grace that engulfs me in the aftermath. I know I have become fully aligned with the path of destiny as my being within feels to float inside my body.

It is a molecular arrangement.

When the molecules are aligned, the meetings take place, there is a ‘pass-through’ of synchronized motion that then allows the next step to take place. If the quantum arrangement is not in resonance, chaos would ensue or the energy would fall flat. The ‘game’ could not play on to the next round.

Making Arrangements of Molecular Being is a different process. Every desired Outcome begins with “The Fulfillment of…”. Since it is a process of working backward with an Outcome already determined rather than a wish to be fulfilled, the Outcome already knows the steps. It is the Outcome that informs me of the sub-categories it includes.

For example: I am new to the area and many people I have helped have had little or no income. One of the first Arrangements to make is the Fulfillment of Steadfast Foundation, which includes: Building Home Base, Profit, Actioned Magic and Clarity.

These are not normal goals!

As I sat with the sub-categories, I was surprised at the energies and actions that supported each. Building Home Base is supported by commitment to my body, correct space for art and joy-filled laughter. The support for Actioned Magic included True Nature, atomic power, allowing receptive flow and centered living. These may seem obscure, but these are specific energetic alignments that molecules recognize. It is, after all, the molecular world that is creating your reality.

When you have a desire you wish to achieve, it is of value to keep in mind you are working with the Law of Vibration, the Law of Cause and Effect and the Law of Transmutation long before the Law of Attraction participates at the level of Desire. If you have your sights on a specific life that is beyond your current scope of attainment, the molecules are arranging themselves to make it happen. If you never doubt, you never take your eyes off the outcome and you never let the ridicule of others get in your way, you will achieve your goal if you allow yourself to take the steps the Arrangements are guiding you through.

Making Arrangements is a process of experience. It is feeling your way through the steps and working with energy as it rearranges itself from nothing into something. It is taking that which falls through the fingers – dreams, wishes, intangible thought – and turning it into that which is of stable, substantive value – Outcomes. Liquid into solid…water into gold.

Making Arrangements is quantum goal-setting. It is the Mastery of the Alchemist as a dimensional human in the foundational quantum world of our reality. Making Arrangements is just that – bringing the information of the Outcome to your energy field and guiding your mind and body into a new molecular structure. It is arranging you to the meet the Outcome.

An Unseen Life: When the Extraordinary Becomes Ordinary (revised and updated) is now available in Paperback, eBook and Kindle

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At that time, I was in the midst of tremendous turmoil, writing words of peace. I actually felt peaceful, yet I, and my close circle of friends, family and business associations, had slammed ourselves into a configuration of terrifying chaos with outcomes of physical survival at stake. Life was a mess and I felt handcuffed and imprisoned. Be Peace and Write, was the only persistent guidance. Resistance was futile.

Less than 36 hours ago, there it came again. Be Peace and Write. Among the many major differences in this moment is, it came in the aftermath of a sparkling realization that, indeed, did shift me from an interesting conversation with Self into a squish-back-into-the-pillows kind of contentment that is only peace. I met the Be Peace and Write guidance with a smile and a promise not to resist this time.

I am at peace and I am writing once again. It is, however, not the book I expected to be writing right now. The KeyMaster: In the Beginning (I lovingly call KM1) will be released in a matter of weeks and, now that I am becoming evermore comfortable here on the mountainside, I expected I would dive right into its sequel, The KeyMaster: Hidden Games (aka KM2).

KM2 is partially written. In fact, all remaining KM books are partially written. The end and key pivotal moments have already been noted, written, jotted down and tucked away for future reconsideration. There are even those parts not yet written that are pressing themselves into my brain so that I do not forget them. Their pressing persistence has actually pushed the EQH book into my face, so to speak. Order shows me EQH is first and the other pieces want to be written now…but Order has its sway.

Order is an efficient frequency to work with and not against. Whenever I reach for something that is not ‘next’, I bring chaos to my experience. That’s when peace flies right out the window. So, while I have these pieces of the KeyMaster series present and ready to be put on page, they haven’t quite made the now and next of Order…EQH has.

Even though there are marketing tasks, classes to organize and conversations to be had as I reach out to meet my new community, Order has handed me my assignment…Be Peace and Write.

Remember, when I first heard this, I was sinking back into my pillows and wallowing in freshly contented peace. I thought I would write articles and blogs. These are writing…and they are congruent with my contented peace. Picking up the computer, I began writing about my new goal-setting process, which it isn’t really.  The paragraphs branched out into another article which birthed another and another. Within an hour, I had six unfinished articles. Clearly, article writing was not giving me peace.

Then it came. The REAL reason I was so lovingly guided Be Peace and Write. EQH, the book that began as a process, became a curriculum, expanded into a mentoring program, divided itself into whole systems, was recorded to be a teacher’s manual, now wants to be a book?!! Have I told you yet how much I have resisted this journey?

There it is. I have resisted this amazing journey I have been on. There was never any looking back. Well, maybe once…or twice. But going forward through the middle of what some people have called a sheer nightmare, has been merely to get to the other side. I’ve been through for some time now and I really like the other side. I don’t want to go back and write the book. Not really…well, maybe…sort of…I kinda do, in a way…but…

But. But what am I going to do with all this information if I don’t write the book. My passion is in movies. Why I went through all this in the first place is still unknown to me. Deep breath, Be Peace and Write, I tell myself. Then, I roll my eyes because I’m way past the tantrum stages of defying what I know is inevitable. Resistance is futile.

So, this morning, I set up ‘shop’ with my laptop in my lap and began transcribing the video files I made last summer for the teacher’s manual. My internet connection was minimal and the first five minute file took an hour to transcribe. Perhaps I’m wrong and I’m not to work on the book yet! The next four files…twenty minutes total. Okay, I’m in. Be Peace and Write.

Now that I’m engaged in the process, my centeredness has found its groove again. No, it isn’t what I would prefer doing, but it’s such profound information, I can’t help but get excited about sharing the base curriculum. We, as humanity, are moving so fast in the evolution of our engaged quantum health, there are groups that have now moved beyond and into the next evolution of EQH. It’s more organic and custom than anything anyone has imagined as we’ve moved through these last several students. Each has come to the table with their own journey and we’ve had to expand with it all, which has developed new insights and shortcuts for those already advanced through galaxies of what some call imagination.

Engaged Quantum Health is still cutting edge metaphysics, bringing people to the doorstep and into the world of Self to become their own Master. The fascinating part is that there is so much more beyond being Master and Alchemist of your own world. There is a Partnership with Experience that brings your highest magnificence into your own body and feet to walk as we haven’t walked on this planet in a very, very long time.

Before we get into that though, Order is tapping me on the shoulder. First things first. Engaged Quantum Health is becoming a book and my job right now is to Be Peace and Write.

An Unseen Life: When the Extraordinary Becomes Ordinary (revised and updated) is now available in Paperback, eBook and Kindle

Ruth Evelyn is Mentor working with those who are ready for the next Evolutionary Step.  Visit Engaged Quantum Health or call 775-232-1921 for an appointment.

Its synonyms are concord, unity, peace, amity, friendship.

I have moved to my beloved Lake Tahoe. It has been a ten-year goal to traverse the thirty miles over Mt. Rose. The highway over the summit is an upward, winding ascent with sharp and hazardous turns taking you in every direction of north, east, south and west. It is reflective of my journey to get here.

Nine months ago, my ethereal Team informed me the ascent was over. I could sense the truth of the ending, but, like the Mt. Rose Highway, there is still a lot of road to travel after reaching the summit before you actually get to the Lake. By the time I had reached the summit of my experiential trek, the 30 miles had become 1500 miles, then 3000 miles. The journey was still unfolding.

The last nine months has been a cleaning up, of sorts. My work took me to a different city, where I took a bigger step into the film industry and discovered a new area to live that was close to being my dream, but was not. The plans to move there morphed into a divinely synchronistic chain of events.

On one hand, I felt I was flinging myself from pillar to post. On the other hand, it was a thing of marvel as the remaining current of incongruence in my outside life fell into congruence like puzzle pieces falling from the sky into their correct place, without my hands trying to make things fit. These were all those things I had let go of so many years ago. Have faith that what you let go of through heartbreak and sudden change will come back to you if and when it is meant to be. Wholeness has its way of becoming itself again.

So, here I am sitting in harmony – literally. In numerology, the number four is symbolic of Harmony. My address for the next three months adds to a four. I am surrounded, engulfed and embraced in and by the frequency of Harmony.

The first four days were not so harmonious. The forces of the universe converged so quickly to get me here, the synchronicities left little time to adjust and integrate along the way. Moving day was also the day I started Intuitive sessions at the Lake and the same day the previous tenant of my home moved out as new guests – and myself – arrived. I live in a Bed and Breakfast.

The next day, my ethereal Team reorganized themselves in a strong presence as my car slid off the wet, snowy road. Coming to my physical rescue were two fire units, 1 sheriff unit, 1 police unit, 1 ambulance, 1 tow truck on his way to another call and 1 passerby seeing to my welfare. After many vehicles passed by without stopping, the physical rescue team showed up from both directions at the very same moment. There was no damage and I was not hurt. It was the Captain of the fire crew who stayed with me until my car and I were both brought to safety. “Do we have your attention, now?” was my higher Team’s greeting later in meditation. Perhaps I should have made time to regroup earlier (sigh).

With a sore body and a busy weekend outside my room, I wondered what I had gotten myself into and if I would truly like living my dream. I had looked at this focal point for ten years. Now that I achieved it, there was no focus and what I had experienced thus far was anything but a dream.

It was day number four when congruence surfaced again. I am a goal-oriented person. I am also multi-faceted in my gifts and interests. Life is full of choices that easily split us in many directions. Which way to look? What were the new priorities? It was on day four the new mosaic began to come together in its ethereal make-up. As I took my first steps in action, I began to feel like me again. By the end of the day, I had accomplished me-things and felt successful once again.

When day five arrived, Harmony was fully present and in charge. Harmony…the simultaneous combination of tones, especially when blended into chords pleasing to the ear.

Feeling the frequency of Harmony in the body feels relaxed, peaceful, congruent. It is a magnificent combination of internal tones that almost feels to massage the organs with a slight vibration.

To create harmony in one’s experience, all that is not harmonious with you must be let go. This doesn’t mean automatically letting go of a job or partnership or material wealth. Settle into the frequency of harmony, see yourself hanging out on a number four or play music that soothes and relaxes the body. When you feel the fullness of harmony, allow harmony to show you the harmonious measures of your current experience. Build from there.

Harmony attracts concord, unity, peace, amity and friendship. The synonyms. Be in harmony with your self and let your self reconfigure your experience into harmonious flow. Then, keep your hands off the puzzle pieces and let them all fall into place.

It takes time for life to reconfigure itself. We humans are terribly impatient. We have a physical, tactile world that is hard to look away from. Yet, it’s the unseen, hidden world that is the creator of our successes.

Consider a play. On stage, there is an organized order of dialogue and action with, hopefully, applause at the end. Off stage – behind the scenes – there is a flurry of activity with costume changes, stage hands, make-up applications, rehearsing, scene set-ups and mad-dash repairs for anything that might go awry.

This is your life. It is the behind-the-scenes activity that makes what happens on your stage so perfectly orchestrated. Even when it doesn’t seem so perfect, there is order to the dialogue and progress of plot to final curtain. There is harmony in the process, if you allow it and choose to experience it.

I am in harmony with my self today as I allow the pleasing arrangement of parts become the simultaneous combination of tones blending themselves into chords pleasing to my experience.

Feel yourself within the energy of Harmony, allow it to rearrange your experience. Build from there.

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Aside from the big “duh” that screamed in my head, his comment gave me a moment of pause.  It was a big pause that took about six weeks to sink in.  It was I who truly should have just stepped aside and let me express myself. 

We are an imaginative race of intelligence, much of which is unexpressed in its true nature. 

I had once been one of those people who set aside their creative imagination so that I could fit and be recognized as someone worthy of inclusion into a community, a group, a family, even a relationship.  Now that the expression of me has been let out of the box, it’s hard to go back to fitting in to anyone else’s version of what is acceptable – even my own.  It makes life difficult at times because we like to conform – either ourselves to others or others to ourselves – which shows up in contention, externally or internally.  It was I who allowed me to stop my self expression because I had, once again, tried to fit where I don’t. 

We as a human race have so much to offer our collective selves, yet we tone it down, suppress it and even walk away from the most natural part of who we each are as individuals that we have become communities of homogenized expressions.  What are we doing to ourselves as a forward evolving advancement of mind? 

Ray Kurzwell (The Singularity is Near, Transcendent Man) speaks of technology surpassing human intelligence.  If we allowed ourselves to live in our full expression, this would not be possible.  I am not talking about an impossible feat or something only the most brilliant among us can achieve.  Anyone can open up to, and tap into, their most brilliant considerations and beingness for more than just a moment at a time.  You can, and do, have the capability to live this experience as your greatest self in expression every single day of every single week of every single year you are alive, now.    

Less than a decade ago, a friend asked me if I thought I was intelligent.  I considered experiences of put-down and suppression in my life and replied, “No.”  There was a long silence on the other end of the phone.  “You may want to rethink that,” was all she said.  “Okay,” and I shrugged it off. 

Within 24 hours, writings of some hidden brilliance began.  A few weeks later, I was drinking up quantum science like a sponge.  Nothing was too incomprehensible and, within a few months, I was working with world-class doctors and scientists on their projects for disease cure.  My own part of our collective mind expansion has not stopped.  Now, I am playing in the world of sci-fi that is as much fantasy as Star Trek was when it first began…and isn’t today. 

In the journey of mind expansion, you walk within a maze of walls, obstacles and veils that hide hidden portals to parts of you just waiting for your revisit.  You, in your human form, are much more than pieces and parts that fit into a human puzzle called a life with a set of family, friends and job descriptions.  There is a vast reservoir of untapped creative intelligence just waiting to be in full expression.  What stands in your way?  Who stands in your way? 

Who stands in your way?  Mostly, you.  In fact, only you.  For, until you allow yourself to discover the full intelligence of you, the thoughts, creations and energies of you, nobody knows what you have to offer – least of all, you!

Mr. Kurzwell paints a picture of humanized robots becoming a natural part of our human evolution and being more intelligent than a biological human.  Yet, the biological human has the ability and capability to tap into its mind resource of exponential expansion to move far beyond its lower consciousness inheritance.  And, it’s easy. 

Let go of the belief of intellectual limitation.  Step aside and get of your own way. 

Without you, without everyone, allowing their own intelligent self be discovered, revealed and let loose in full expression, we run the risk of allowing our technology master our worlds.  Technology is like money.  It’s necessary, incredibly useful, lots of fun to play with and makes life much easier to enjoy.  Once it becomes our master, we lose ourselves to its demands.  We lose.  We lose our self. 

Mind is as much a part of our self in expression as our body, as our soul, as our talents.  Let go of belief in limitation of your human intelligence and step aside.  Get out of the way to experience a you that is beyond your own comprehension of who you are.  Be expansion in expression…always.

The KeyMaster Chronicles has surprised me. 

The formulation of The KeyMaster Chronicles has evolved from considering it a Harry-Potter-Lord-of-the-Rings-The-Matrix kind of mix to the unveiling of a world that stands strong on its own, without comparison to any other.  The KeyMaster Chronicles: The Beginning…manuscript complete May 14, 2011…check…The KeyMaster Chronicles: The Beginning…screenplay complete June 8, 2011…check.

Today, I sit in the aftermath…which, for me, is 167 post-it note storyboard on my closet doors and two loads of clean laundry draped over the couch…oh, and the follow through of it all.  Publishers, producers, gamers, galleries and jewelers.  That’s the concentrated version of the plan in my head.

When painting, once I have penciled the initial design on canvas, the first layer of every painting in the Personal Evolution art series – aside from the background – is of seriously watered down paint.  It’s drab and without pop.  At this early stage of creation, I don’t have a clue what the end result will be.  Each painting has surprised me. 

The first synopsis I wrote in 2004 is barely a reflection of what has become.  What I did not know then has exploded out of me in a slow motion blast still in process.  For example, fairies in the Elemental world have become Faeirians from the planet Faeir now living in the veiled world of Gaianan.   The King of Darkness has become the Master over Shadow and its veiled worlds of Manyu, Traasa and Alpii Karoti.  All  of Shadow is in battle with Etherea to control the Game of Humanity.

The KeyMaster Chronicles has surprised me. 

342 pages of manuscript became 346 pages while I converted it all to script, which became 197 pages…a far cry from the standard 120 page script for a two hour movie.  Then, my junior producer marketing the script tells me I have to come up with a budget. Huh?  How does one determine the cost of visual effects, explosions and magic?  I am the writer, the creator, the artist.  I don’t even know if I could find my administrative self hidden in any corner of my world anymore. 

The KeyMaster Chronicles has surprised me. 

In the beginning, I could not conceive the largess of the step I was taking…which is pretty much as any spiritual journey is, which is, of course, at the root of this whole endeavor.  That’s how I found it, anyway.  Buried deep beneath an earthly mix of a conditioned life, the roots of purpose lay dormant, waiting for me to remember me.  Be careful when you touch those dreams you hid away oh so long ago.  They just may have threads tied to something you have to grow into. 

The KeyMaster Chronicles has surprised me. 

Me being a writer was even part of the family talk when I was young.  It was a known dream that took a nose-dive into the farthest nether regions of memory when I stepped into the adult world.  Crawling out from under the weight of three decades of anti-dream belief systems I picked up along the way, I wrote briefly for other people.  Being a ghostwriter was…well, I’m rolling my eyes.  I guess we all have to step back into confidence one toe at a time after life has crushed the creativity out of us.

Only a decade ago, I was afraid…of more than I have time to explain.  Today, I’m not…of anything really.  In the US social norm, my life would suck to others.  To me, its gratitude and grace is far more compelling to live with than the to and fro frenzy of worry and disregard our populations have become accustomed to.  Like everyone on the planet, there are things to change for my world to be ‘perfect’, but I’m doing it in peace, with confidence and my eye on an outcome that has just been lassoed to reign in. 

Lol – Engaged Quantum Health has surprised me. 

What surprises me even more is that I have spent the last several months in front of this monitor writing page after page after page after page, almost every day, and here I am…writing still.  As I came to the completion of the first book and completed a major screenplay in less than three weeks, I wondered if I had it in me to fulfill such an endeavor as a 7 book/movie series.  That’s a lot of pages.  That’s a lot of writing.  That’s a lot of things to say that I don’t yet know to say. 

The goal in mind is to get this project funded (the entertainment industry calls it creative development funding – creative!) then dedicate myself to its completion.  I love to write and have my art for enough distraction to keep the creativity flowing and the writing fresh.  But, that’s a lot of pages, a lot of words, a lot of character count that pops up every time the computer does an automatic save throughout my day. 

What’s funny about all this is, I just finished an epic writing project that has consumed my days and focus…along with a little romance, friendship and life sprinkled in.  I mean, really…last night was an unusually late night.  I stopped writing after 8:00 pm and this morning…well, I paced, trying not to write this blog.  It’s been six months since I’ve written here and I just could not not express what was ready to become. 

I have surprised me

“I am addicted to the written word,” says Drew Barrymore in Ever After.  Can I write seven books and seven scripts in seven years?  It was once a question I could not ask, let alone answer.  It’s evolution led me gently until, one day, I was in a deep pool of overwhelm and couldn’t get out.  It was walking through this last leg of The Beginning’s journey that real comfort scooped me up and snuggled me in its arms.  Then I startled myself when I calculated the actual writing time it took to produce manuscript and script (okay, so the administrator me isn’t that far away). I added my known drive, focus and love of writing and came up with a  big YES to its process of completion…oooohhh…process…

The KeyMaster Chronicles…I am sure…will surprise me!

For more than a decade, I have been ‘working’ toward specific goals within a journey that few comprehend, several have witnessed in confused awe and many are now recognizing as similar in their own step and course.  Today, I am taking a moment of pause as I bask in the receipt of gifts promised as coming ‘at any moment’, but seemed to be forever dangling like a carrot just out of reach.  Little, of course, looks like I thought it would in my traditional conditioned social concept of life.  There is, however, no mistaking the truth of what surrounds me.  Heaven as indeed delivered…and now I must change from considerations of striving to knowing my way through the rest of the delivery stream. 

I have not written in some time because of the rapidity of life’s shift in the space of transition from one life phase to the next.  How long these phases last is determined by one’s awareness in what is happening at any moment.  Since evolution starts in the unseen worlds of frequency, the keener your insight into the law of vibration and its ever-shifting nuance, the greater clarity you have in the truth of movement from one moment to the next.  When you play in the language of light, your world becomes a place of play – no matter what is happening in your life.  My own phases have taken months, years and decades.  Now, I am down to weeks, days, hours and, sometimes, seconds.

This particular transitional phase has brought with it a 30-hour download of my divine Plan.  It’s an update.  Once one downloads what their Plan has to say in the first moment of communication, the Plan automatically updates itself as each moment of synchronicity and fulfillment are met – which the plan sees to in swift course and action. 

It’s like your computer.  You do your thing in your day and next thing you know, you have a notification there is another update to be downloaded.  Do you wish to install now or later?  When finished downloading, sometimes it’s necessary to restart the computer for the downloads to take affect.  This is the change of behavior pattern.  The old programmed habits are now no longer applicable.

For example, as I approached hour 6 in this recent download, the frequency of believe disappeared over the horizon of the past.  Taking center stage in its lone celebrity is the frequency of knowing.   Knowing is now the only space that holds information that is current.  If I am not receiving through the thread of energy that is knowing, nothing comes forward and I might as well be playing solitaire. 

Having now become well-practiced and comfortable in the frequencial field of knowing, it no longer takes effort to get there.  Nor does it feel vague, foggy or uncertain.  It does, however, still require quiet.  Well, perhaps it doesn’t require it…that seems to be just me.  I find the information coming through this portal of knowing to be so solid and certain, I desire to know all it has to convey. 

To expand into the knowledge bank of the universe, I have lived a humanly strange existence in communication with what many have called imagination.  It is, however, this world of ethereal communication that has been proven time and again to be more real than what we experience as a human life.  Now, as the future promises of dream and desire are now my physical human experience, questionable doubt and denial of what is truly real no longer occupy my time.  Instead, it is easy to communicate with the unseen fields to know what is happening now and what is coming next.  The proof of previous communications throughout the years now surrounds me…and I’m smiling.   As I continue to acknowledge and allow, the ‘and more’ fruition fulfills itself in my life. 

Heaven has delivered, the Team is still communicating expansion and my own Plan has sped up the fullness of information.  It has taken a lot of ‘work’, a great deal of persistent patience, trust in the unseen worlds and belief.  Without belief, nothing would have happened like this life I live.  Nothing.  Belief in dreams, in your life of greater happiness and in your self is the key you give yourself to your self.  When you live as self, in full context and form, magic happens…know it as so…

Then, there’s joy.  Joy is the WD-40 in life.  Without it, the wheel of your cyclical beingness becomes stuck and lifeless.  Joy greases the wheel.  For every moment you experience joy, know your underlying frequencies of fruition have jumped into high gear.  Pay attention to your steps and life when you are in joy – especially contented joy. 

While believe and joy…and have…hasten fruition in no uncertain terms, knowing…well, knowing subjugates all else.  Knowing is the main course of being.  It is the portal of fulfillment where there is no catch, hang-up or delay.  It is the main street of life with no secondary existence – no side street or being side-tracked.  Knowing carries certainty, truth and clarity.  Knowing displays, in essence, what is being delivered.  Communing in the field of knowing is like looking at a catalog online.  You know the generality of what is coming.

When you have moved beyond all doubt and uncertainty, you can let go of frivolous considerations of unbelief in your greater dreams.  This is when you tap into the highest good you have designed for your self. 

Highest Good…this is what heaven delivers…no matter the life you’ve been striving for.

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The frequencies of life on planet earth have changed dramatically in the past three years, not to mention the overall shift over the last four decades.  Yet, what sits in our genetic body are generations of information yet to be released.  Whether you are aware or not, your body is holding on to every moment of hurt, pain and joy your parents, great grandparents and great-great grandparents experienced that they did not let go of or release out of the body’s consciousness.

Your children, grandchildren and great-grandchildren will be processing through your emotional life as well – at least that which you do not clear out in this lifetime.

In truth, the molecular memory holds much more than three-generations-plus-this-lifetime of information.  We, each of us who have not balanced our emotional body, carry histories in our genes that challenge our human comprehension of possibilities.  The frequency of female, alone, carries all frequencial history of abuse and suppression of the gender simply because of the perpetuation that has been stamped into its coding with consistent acceptance en masse.  The frequency of male is no different in its now-identity of traditional leadership and dominance. 

This information is in our genes and we too often continue the cycles of behavior, thought and emotion without realizing what we are doing to ourselves, those we love and the environments we live in – like the planet and all its inhabitants.  Why?  Our bodies are consistently renewing themselves.  Nature cycles through birth and rebirth every year.  Yet, our human mind does not allow us to let go of what no longer serves our health and happiness, or ideas of what those mean, for generations and thousands of years.  Mostly, it’s because we simply do not know what is hidden inside, nor do we really and truly want to look to know – for the most part. 

Ignorance is bliss…or so we think.  So what if we don’t clean up our internal core.  So what if we die from this life without reconciling the past.  So what if we don’t take that next step into self.  What does it matter?  It matters to you.  It matters to your children’s children and their children…which will more than likely be you coming back in the future to do or finish what you are avoiding today. 

The frequency of avoidance is kind of funny.  While one is skirting an issue or flat out trying to walk away, a magnetic force activates that keeps what you are avoiding held tight within your perimeter.  What you are avoiding then follows you like a loyal dog.   

Clearing the past to meet your future is not an easy task for humans.  Anyone saying so hasn’t done it yet.  Unless one is transmuting frequencies, letting go of what was is only a nice idea because the root cause is still sitting deep inside the body waiting silently for the next trigger.

Life is full of opportunities to clean up, clear up and move on.  For me, and those who are working the process taught to me by my ethereal Team, becoming aware of life at the level of frequency and taking the steps of transmutation through forgiveness of those frequencies, has changed the equation with definitive results. 

Two days ago, another student of the process called in awe and wonder because she no longer has access to the emotional triggers of her ‘story’.   It’s only been eight weeks since she began and her effort has activated the successful deactivation of her third, fourth and fifth dimensional triggers of emotional imbalance. 

The gift in all this is that she has greater access to the higher vibrating dimensions.  As she keeps applying the steps, her intuition and healing capabilities are expanding in exponential nature.  She is quite magnificent…as are all of us.  The big difference now is that she is knowing it, playing with the newness of skill and experiencing even greater result.  This is affecting her confidence which cycles into supporting esteem which allows strength to have its way that she may become all she is meant to become in this lifetime.  She is – has – ascended…while in her physical body.   

This woman’s life change in eight weeks is remarkable…and normal in this process.  Now, as her cells regenerate, they replicate themselves in a true state of renewal because the old information is no longer present.  This hastens the acceleration of ascension.  This will eventually take you into a place where situations are moved through with such finality in the moment that you cannot connect with its pain or memory of emotional detail within hours and days of completion.  It is truly a rebirth in every moment…and I am now familiar with its process. 

We are in a constant state of renewal.  As our cells regenerate themselves, the emotional information we have tucked into their centers is not a permanent state of being.  You can change your story you write as you experiencing life by changing what is replicated in your cellular and molecular memory.  This is the choice of letting go of what was to live in what is.

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When I woke this morning, I was met with an image of sitting as if on a slight incline or knoll.  Metatron came from behind, sat down beside me and handed me a new agreement while the pages of the agreement that was flew away.  The new stack has a thickness of approximately 1½ inches and its cover page bore the letters ALLOW.  As I set it in my lap, ALLOW melted into its pages.  Metatron smiled (a rare event), stood and returned to stand behind me, still smiling – with a little bit of a snicker.  I did not understand.

It’s been a busy morning as we prepared for repairs to be done on the house.  When I finally sat to commune with the new agreement, I first questioned its validity and what happened to the old agreement.  After several questions for the Team, my Plan and the Collective Self, I was finally met with, “It is real and knowing will divulge its content.” 

I centered and found my knowing place in me, then Michael and the rest of the Team came into view – all smiling and acting as if they were holding in a knowing happiness they could hardly contain.  In the space of knowing, the information began with an announcement, “Dear One, I am Metatron, Lord and Angel of the Arch Covenant.  I hereby present to you your Life in Partnership.”  

Metatron’s formality to me was unprecedented and a bit of surprise.  While I am currently unsure what this Life of Partnership entails, the revelations of what this all means to me haven’t wasted any time making themselves known.  Congruency was the first to speak.  

Family is a base code of my authenticity.  It is a frequency that supports my aspect of Dimensional Communication.  What the frequencial field of knowing showed me this morning is that congruency has been established in the frequency of Family throughout all layers; Cosmic, Universal, Soul and Human. 

What this looks like in the energetic fields is that the experience of my human family, birth and choice, and my self are now in congruent communion.  This is the same with my dimensional family and my self.  Living in self, I am in congruent flow with both my human and dimensional families.  This is a big deal…a really big deal…and it is through applying the frequency of equilibrium that it has been established.

There is a grounded peace in the feeling in my body.  It is the experience of sitting in the hub of one’s life and feeling a thin, flat plane of ease in the flow of energy – not as spokes – but as a rhythmic, pulsating and dynamic life energy that sits in equal resonance all around me as it extends to my family wherever they are.  From its side, it appears as the side-view of a spiral galaxy.  It is the equilibrium of congruence. 

Establishing the equilibrium of congruency took just over 3 months.  When equilibrium is applied to any frequency, it gets busy surfacing and throwing out anything that upsets the state of peaceful flow.  It hasn’t always been pretty, but congruency has now established its roots and the energies not in resonance with it are no longer fighting to stay. 

This morning’s announcement that congruency has been established means that it becomes one of the stabilizing attractor factors in my life.  This, in and of itself, makes all the “OMG…What Now?!!!” moments in the family worth experiencing and walking through.  Even pain is exquisite in its outcome.  

Establishing congruency flushes out disregard, misperceptions and untruths.  It is a harsh experience because one comes to know truth.  It is an easy experience because one comes to know truth.  It is a fulfilling and loving experience because one comes to know truth.  In the end, the physical body is strengthened, trust abounds and ease in communication establishes itself.  

It is a place of family.   It is a place of safety.   Two days ago, I began painting in acrylic again.  It is the next addition to the Personal Evolution series.  The painting now on the art table is called “Safety“. 

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I have only known Patrick a little over six months.  He was dear to me for the conversations we shared from the depths of the heart, considerations of lostness and poignant cracks created in delusional fortress walls for greater expansion.  Patrick was…is…a flame of light that flickered long enough and strong enough that I could see the truth of a door I had refused to open for ten years.  My door is now wide open and my life experience has expanded in a kaleidoscope of new experience.  Patrick chose differently. 

In 2003, I had a two-month run of painting watercolor butterflies and flowers for a book I was illustrating.  In the midst of the flutter of wings and color, I suddenly felt to put my work down and sit quietly in the rocking chair in my room.  As I gently rocked back and forth, I was taken into the moment before suicide.  I had never been touched by suicide beyond momentary considerations of feeling rather alien in my world now and then.  While this moment was bewildering to me, I allowed the unfolding of the information and noted it in my journal.

I was shown in this experience that most acts of suicide are a soul choice, carried out in trance-like action and quite deliberate in process.  In the moment of decision, the soul has come to a moment of choice.  The soul assesses the life of its human self, the world status and condition, then determines where it is best to continue one’s work – on the earth plane or in the ethereal realms.  If the decision is not the physical plane, it is the soul self that creates the scenario of exit.

The information provided on that sunny spring afternoon while I sat rocking in the midst of butterfly paintings was very clear, precise and gently explained.  Then it just sat…for a long time.  Three years later, a friend’s nephew chose his exit point.  We have been fortunate.  Communication with Tucker began shortly after his death.  My friend and I are both Intuitives and the family was open to receive his messages. 

Tucker’s description of his experience affirmed the information I was given.  When my friend shared what he described, I then shared my journal notes.  The mirror was unmistakable and Tucker was very chatty in his excitement as I then joined in with the dimensional communications. 

My ethereal Team tells me the number of Soul driven suicides is 98% and we, the soul self, leave the body before death actually occurs.  We are truly a humanity who does not know our connection to our selves.  We have work to do on both sides of the veil.  It does not stop when we leave this plane.  Yet, what we are doing here as LightBearers is to move forward the world we are meant (and had planned) to live in.  Even though the odds can seem dauntingly against success for peace, every life and every effort makes a difference.  We are evolving and it’s important to keep clearing those low vibrations to make way for ascension as our way of life in the future. 

Patrick was kind and beautiful and a gift.  His gentle nature touched several of us that I know.  As a young man in his twenties, he was searching to find his place.  We have a world we are creating that is peaceful, yet we as a humanity have not let go of our unpeaceful ways.  Can we do that, please?  It’s time.  Let’s let kindness back in and have its way.  Then let’s find ways for kind people to be at home here.  Let’s bring back the renaissance ways of arts, culture and creativity.  Imagine what our brilliance could create with all of us running in authenticity! 

Patrick tried to discover his purpose.  Almost the moment I was introduced to him, the channel opened and I offered up the flow that could not be contained behind a mouth closed by social appropriateness.  As I write this, I am recalling the experience had repeated itself a few months later with one who admitted he was on the brink of leaving.  It’s unusual, but it happens. 

I have been trying to remember what was said when the universe opened itself to him that first day.  It’s pretty normal to not recall channeled information, but there is no snippet remaining to be known.  It’s as if his soul sucked up all the information with it when it left.  I have only our other conversations and memories.  These have become like indelible ink on my brain because I now stand with love next to another young man because Patrick shined his light on a door I had stubbornly refused to open.  

I’m glad I got to say thank you before he left.

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